Shit me, seriously what I'm doing? I don't know. I still wasting my time to hang out and play computer. I was neglect study and squandering my priceless time again and again. I wonder why I always can't sit down and face the book more than half hour. The innumerable words make me daze all the time. I can't even concentrate on study at all. Gosh, I feel so helpless. Is there any other way to study? I wish there is always a short cut for study. I knew it is just a wish, a wish that will never come true. However, I just can't stop thinking of it. Why don't I use the time of daydream to study? Why I'm here writing blog? Why I'm wasting my time AGAIN? No Reason! Perhaps this is the only way that can let me express my feeling. Kay, stop crapping! I have 4 courses that need to study for my mid-semester exam. What I've start? Mass Communication - NO, College Study Skill - NO, Introduction to Information Technology - NO, Fundamental in Management- Just Started. I got 3 more days leave now. I need to finish every course in 3 days? I always convinced the aphorism of Impossible More Than Possible. As the problem I'm facing now! I know this statement is kinda absurdness, but it is true somehow. Someone said he will finish each course in one day. "Nothing to study for Fundamental in Management, it is all about planning, organizing, leading and controlling, every function will appear repeatedly. So, no need to memorize it, just read through enough." I don't care it is truth or false. Anyway, I'll study. I don't want repent like last time anymore. I know I can't finish every single page now, at least I try right? There is only 20 marks for mid-semester exam for every courses, neither more nor less than. Mr. Winston said mid-semester exam will be quite easy compare with last-semester exam. But, can we trust it? NO, because every semester is easy for lecturer, yet it is hard for me. I'm such diffidently. :( Most of my friends fail in the first exam, same goes to my sibling. Is it because the paper very hard? Is it because they too nervous? Is it because they didn't prepare well before exam? I don't know, but this makes me more tension. Oh My God!   More than 100 pages to go, sounds crazy I know!  Maybe I'm frightening myself. It is just because exam is fearsome; it is like a nightmare for me. Study really pisses me off. It is exceeding boring. How many pages I need to study? I think I'll dead before 2012; The Day of Judgment, no kidding! Lord, bring me off from the countless words, please! If you wait to do everything until you're sure it's right, You'll probably never do much of anything. seeyuen ♥ |
