Mid-semester exam will start at next Monday. Oh My Gosh! I feel like I just start college last few days. What I have learned in the class? I don't know. Honestly, I always daydream in the class. (x. In fact, I will have my mid-semester exam in one week time. :( I got nothing in my mind now. What should I do? Sigh. Is anyone start their studies or still busy for the ton of assignments? I think I have to study as soon as possible. I am NOT in secondary school anymore ; I can't make effort at the last moment. I should do revision after class every day, I should start study earlier, these is better than suffer the day before exam. I told this to myself ceaselessly since the day I started my college life. Unfortunately, I did not success until now. :( As my friends know, I prefer spend my time on sleeping, hang out or watch television more than hit the books. I never care my results in secondary school before. Every pages of my school report card were full of red color's words. I failed and get only a single digit, but I never care about it. I didn't even give a damn on it. I was a good-for-nothing student to every teacher. I knew most of them had fed up with me because I was too lazy and refused listen to their exhortation. I never appreciate them in my secondary school days. And now, I was sincerely felt repent and regretful. I realize the previous me was a silliness girl.  What I fell now? Afraid? Kinda. Bother? Kinda. Vex? Kinda. Grieve? Kinda. Excited? Not at all. How can I face the first exam in my college with light-hearted? It is impossible for me, I guess! I was confusing how the paper will be like? Will I have enough time to finish it? Is it hard? Is it same like secondary school or what? My mind was full of questioning. It made me anxious. =( Someone told me most of the questions are multiple-choice test, no need to worry about it. It does not that hard if you got study. Moreover, this is only the first semester, probably will be quite easy. You will not fail if you attempt! I wish everything he said was accurate. No matter how, I will listen to his advice, study, study and study! At least I try my best and will not pretend like last time. Exam had damaged my spirit. The fear is destroying me. I become more tension and nervous now. I wish I could handle every trouble and hardship in my college life. I promise, I will make great effort on study ; I will try my best to do well today onwards. I wish everything wasn't too late for me to start again now. God bless me :) If you wait to do everything until you're sure it's right, You'll probably never do much of anything. seeyuen ♥ |
