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Tuesday, April 13, 2010

A New Beginning @ 10:54 PM

Life is beautiful. It keeps showing its true beauty and power. Life never seems to end.  It is like a seedling. Seedlings need fertilizer while human need broadest knowledge to subsistence. We can gain knowledge by acquired through learning or experience day by day. Learning is not attained by chance; it must be sought for with ardor and attended to with diligence.

Everyone has rebellious in secondary school. Same goes to me. I was just like other students who like to play and talk around yet negligence study. Knowledge of secondary school is not important to me treasure. This was what I thought last time. I never learn to treasure. Now, I realize these are absurdness and silliness. Unfortunately, I outguess everything after graduated. This is my greatest regret in my life. I have to learn not to waste my time playing something childish, never squander a minute of precious life. As I know, time is priceless. Time flies in a hurry, it would not come again.

“From small beginnings come great things”. This was what my parent says to comfort me customarily. Although parents did not complain about my defection. Anxiously, I am so vain time is flowing away whereas I never treasure every minute in my life. It became an obsession to me and it makes me regretful. Therefore, I promise myself would not waste every second anymore from now on. There will be no repeat of the fault. Feeling of repent will not come over again.

As a child, the most important thing is not disappointed parents reiterate. The parent never requires anything from me. However, whose parent did not want their children success? I conscious they do not want give me any pressure. Yet they make me feel inferior and galling. Today will be my beginning of my new life, and so I will hit the books today onward. Here, I sincerely apologize to my parent for my past.

Sometimes, when I hear someone sigh, “Life is hard”, I am always tempted to ask compare to what? For me, nothing is easy. Others make great effort obtain success. Get hold of familiarity and proficiency after go through a lot of failure. This was the endeavor that we will not know. Everyone try hard to hit the goal. I believe the efforts will not be ineffectual.

Someone says an ending is only the start of a journey to another beginning. Every new beginning comes from some other beginning's end. For me, the sun forever sets and rises, making everyday a new beginning. This is a fresh look at the world and me. 

I am starting new today,
I am grateful to be alive, healthy and full of joy,
I take time to laugh, play and study every day,
I am peace and harmony with everything,
I am free to be myself.

Nobody can go back and start a new beginning,
But everyone can make a new ending start from today.

seeyuen ♥