Thursday, May 13, 2010
Preparation for Mid-Semester Exam @ 5:53 PM |
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Shit me, seriously what I'm doing? I don't know. I still wasting my time to hang out and play computer. I was neglect study and squandering my priceless time again and again. I wonder why I always can't sit down and face the book more than half hour. The innumerable words make me daze all the time. I can't even concentrate on study at all. Gosh, I feel so helpless.
Is there any other way to study? I wish there is always a short cut for study. I knew it is just a wish, a wish that will never come true. However, I just can't stop thinking of it. Why don't I use the time of daydream to study? Why I'm here writing blog? Why I'm wasting my time AGAIN? No Reason! Perhaps this is the only way that can let me express my feeling.
Kay, stop crapping! I have 4 courses that need to study for my mid-semester exam. What I've start? Mass Communication - NO, College Study Skill - NO, Introduction to Information Technology - NO, Fundamental in Management- Just Started. I got 3 more days leave now. I need to finish every course in 3 days? I always convinced the aphorism of Impossible More Than Possible. As the problem I'm facing now! I know this statement is kinda absurdness, but it is true somehow.
Someone said he will finish each course in one day. "Nothing to study for Fundamental in Management, it is all about planning, organizing, leading and controlling, every function will appear repeatedly. So, no need to memorize it, just read through enough." I don't care it is truth or false. Anyway, I'll study. I don't want repent like last time anymore. I know I can't finish every single page now, at least I try right?
There is only 20 marks for mid-semester exam for every courses, neither more nor less than. Mr. Winston said mid-semester exam will be quite easy compare with last-semester exam. But, can we trust it? NO, because every semester is easy for lecturer, yet it is hard for me. I'm such diffidently. :( Most of my friends fail in the first exam, same goes to my sibling. Is it because the paper very hard? Is it because they too nervous? Is it because they didn't prepare well before exam? I don't know, but this makes me more tension. Oh My God!
More than 100 pages to go, sounds crazy I know!
Maybe I'm frightening myself. It is just because exam is fearsome; it is like a nightmare for me. Study really pisses me off. It is exceeding boring. How many pages I need to study? I think I'll dead before 2012; The Day of Judgment, no kidding! Lord, bring me off from the countless words, please!
Dear laptop, can you do me a favor? Can you please shut down automatically so that I can go study NOW?! Thank you for your cooperation! ;)
If you wait to do everything until you're sure it's right, You'll probably never do much of anything.
Wednesday, May 12, 2010
Easy come, easy go @ 3:40 PM |
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Tear is made of 1% water and 99% true heart. Problem won't be solve after tear-drop. But, almost every girls cry when face any embarrassment. Don't ever cry, because you're showing other your weakness.
Monday, May 10, 2010
Mid-semester Exam @ 4:42 PM |
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Mid-semester exam will start at next Monday. Oh My Gosh! I feel like I just start college last few days. What I have learned in the class? I don't know. Honestly, I always daydream in the class. (x. In fact, I will have my mid-semester exam in one week time. :( I got nothing in my mind now. What should I do? Sigh.
Is anyone start their studies or still busy for the ton of assignments? I think I have to study as soon as possible. I am NOT in secondary school anymore ; I can't make effort at the last moment. I should do revision after class every day, I should start study earlier, these is better than suffer the day before exam. I told this to myself ceaselessly since the day I started my college life. Unfortunately, I did not success until now. :( As my friends know, I prefer spend my time on sleeping, hang out or watch television more than hit the books.
I never care my results in secondary school before. Every pages of my school report card were full of red color's words. I failed and get only a single digit, but I never care about it. I didn't even give a damn on it. I was a good-for-nothing student to every teacher. I knew most of them had fed up with me because I was too lazy and refused listen to their exhortation. I never appreciate them in my secondary school days. And now, I was sincerely felt repent and regretful. I realize the previous me was a silliness girl.
What I fell now? Afraid? Kinda. Bother? Kinda. Vex? Kinda. Grieve? Kinda. Excited? Not at all. How can I face the first exam in my college with light-hearted? It is impossible for me, I guess! I was confusing how the paper will be like? Will I have enough time to finish it? Is it hard? Is it same like secondary school or what? My mind was full of questioning. It made me anxious. =(
Someone told me most of the questions are multiple-choice test, no need to worry about it. It does not that hard if you got study. Moreover, this is only the first semester, probably will be quite easy. You will not fail if you attempt! I wish everything he said was accurate. No matter how, I will listen to his advice, study, study and study! At least I try my best and will not pretend like last time.
Exam had damaged my spirit. The fear is destroying me. I become more tension and nervous now. I wish I could handle every trouble and hardship in my college life. I promise, I will make great effort on study ; I will try my best to do well today onwards. I wish everything wasn't too late for me to start again now. God bless me :)
If you wait to do everything until you're sure it's right, You'll probably never do much of anything.
Sunday, May 9, 2010
♥ Mom ♥ @ 4:04 PM |
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One day before the baby was born, she said : I don't know what I'm going to do in this world! God replied : I'll send you an Angel to be next to you, the Angel will teach and protect you ! The baby : What's the name of my Angel?... God : You'll call her ♥ MOM ♥
I just found out I never take photo with the Momma this few years. I hardly found the photo of us which was five years ago. Damn!
Mom : What you want treat me tonight? Me : Don't want ! Mom : Why not? Me : -.-''
Haha, the Momma is sooooo cuteeee, I'll treat you for sure. No Worries! =)
I'm sorry if I did anything that pissed you off. Thanks for your understanding; thanks for every trivia you did to me. You know I love you :)
Happy Mother's Day!
Saturday, May 8, 2010
Sport )x @ 3:19 PM |
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What is sport? Sport is something that makes people sweating and tiring. This is what comes to my mind at first. I always wonder why 23 peoples wanted to chase for one ball in a huge field. Don't they felt tired running overall the giant field? Honestly, I do not interested in any sport because I don't like to make myself sweatiness or exhausted. So, I was like never have any intense exercise in this 4 years time.
The first sport that I participated in was basketball when I was form 2. Crystal Chen Ee Wei was the first one who played basketball with me. Basketball can release stress, she said. And I think that is truth. I will play basketball whenever I felt sentimental or upset. I will felt much better after play basketball because it can cheer my spirit up all of the time. However, I was like around 4 years never touch the ball. Owchhh, sound so old! ): I have no time to do exercise. In fact, I admit I was kinda lazy. xP
I went over Shin's clubhouse which located in Shah Alam with MichelleTink few days ago. At first, we decided to swim after have our gym, but ended up we just went for our swimming session because we have not enough time. Everyone was looking at us whenever we were shouting or laughing. We behave like some small little girls playing around. We had fun playing the swimming sliding board and the beach ball that just bought by Shin. We were being puerile and naive. Fortunately, there were only a few people over there, if not, we must be very embarrassed. :)
Environment of the clubhouse was comfortable. I like the surrounding which full of tree. It makes me ease. However, the weather was highly hot and luckily the swimming pool had warmed our body and temper. I cannot imagine how horrible will my skin become under the blazing sun for 2 hours. But it does not matter, because I had it once a year, or maybe less. ;P
Chat and gossip with the girls after swimming. We enjoyed our day! This fervent afternoon passed extremely fast by spending time with the girls. Headed to Hean's house for steamboat after that. Awesome night ! ;)
I had been deviate from sport in a period of time. I know I am unhealthy if without any exercise, but I am inactive and lazy to do so. I will try to spend my time on exercise in my leisure time. I swear!
Thank You Taylor's University College;
Thank You CCPD;
Thank You Blogspot;
Thank You Mr.Winston.
Wonder why? Honestly, the main reason I went for swimming is because of this blogspot. I would not go for exercise if without this lovely blogspot. And now, I realize sport is really important for everyone. Exercise is good for health. I will go exercise often whenever I have my free time. I wish I could play basketball with the usual one again someday.
Your sincerely,
Seeyuen :)
Laugh as much as you breathe, Love as much as you live.
Tuesday, May 4, 2010
Music is Love ♥ @ 2:33 PM |
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Music is a part of me. Despite my mood is joyous or depressed, I will listen to music all of the time. Music divide into many assorted categories, including blues, classical, jazz, pop, rap, hip-hop, R&B, world music and other. All different kind of music bring me dissimilar perceive.
When I was doing assignment or housework, I always requested to on the radio. The DJ was on air and talking nonsense. Even though he was disturbing me do the assignment, yet when he was playing the songs I can definitely continue my work with full of spirit. It might give me inspiration from the song's lyrics sometimes.
Musical Instrument
Is Love ♥
I always wanted to learn musical instrument when I was young, especially piano and "Gu Zheng". "Gu Zheng" is an ancient Chinese musical instrument. It looks classical and elegance. Those are one of my wish since I was sensible. Unfortunately, financial of my family wasn't ideal when I was still young, they can't afford to pay for the fee every month. So, this will be my childhood fantasy. And now, I have ability to learn musical instruments and yet I was too old to learn it. Everything seemed comes too late, this is the fate perhaps. I should accept and apprehend the truth.
When I was sentimental, I will listen to his song;
When I was excited, I will listen to his song;
When I was irritated, I will listen to his song;
When I was plaint, I will listen to his song;
When I was mad, I will listen to his song.
He made me felt alive ! ;D
He is a Hong Kong singer, 34 years old this year. He is bald-headed but who cares? I just love his songs ;p I definitely cry when the first time I listened to his songs. His voice is extremely soft and attractive. I can't stop myself for listen it. Other than that, his lyrics mean a lot of meaning to me. There is something about love, friends, life or individual. All express different significance that we can't get in our real life. Went his concert when I was form 2. However, I feel like I just went there last few days, the feeling and his voice are still in my mind, everything seems still fresh. I can't forget the first song he sang which made me felt sorrow. It is already 4 years I never listen to his live concert. When he coming Malaysia AGAIN? :(
I think almost everyone will bring along their handset, mp3 or mp4 in this high technology world. So, they can listen to song anytime. This may amuse them during their leisure time. Music might help me release stress; I will feel much better after listening to the radio. Somehow it will dampen my spirit sometimes, make me felt like drop into the bottom of valley, its hurt!
The lyric is like created for me. Every single word is exactly same with my thought and ideological. I felt sigh and muteness after listen to this song.
Tuning into - 很爱
Music is special and beautiful, That's what it's all about. Love <3
Saturday, May 1, 2010
Taylor's Lakeside Campus ;D @ 6:48 PM |
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I had been in Taylor's lakeside campus for a week. Used to it perhaps, at least I would not get lost. My life is general, I lost a lot of funs because of college. I think most of them too. Everyone stress themselves to do well in assignments, tests, presentations or exams. They just want to have the highest degree thus they can find a better job in future life. This will be my new life start from today. I have to start my study but not last minutes like previous time.
Done 3 assignments this week and yet I still leave one more which is the most difficult for me - blogspot. Others might say this is the most easy for them whereas this extremely hard for me. I do not blog or write diary before and now I force to blog two posts per week. I will stick half hour every time when I am blogging because I got nothing to post about. This had bothered me all of the time. Sigh.
I went food court for breakfast in Taylor's this Thursday. Bought the food which was cooked by the hospitality students. Honestly, the food was extraordinary insipid. Unexpected! I almost vomit and do not have appetite to continue my meal anymore. The food in Taylor's earnestly very expensive, one normal breakfast set charge me 6 bucks. Oh my god! It is a double price compare to outside. :( Luckily Taylor's provides Wifi. This has convenience Taylor's student. At least we can online everywhere, as long as in the scope of Taylor's lakeside campus. This is the only advantage in Taylor's, I think. xD.
The oil paint of Taylor's building has not completed yet. I can see those builders were hurry through the new campus. I wish those building will finish as soon as possible. So, we can have our entertainment moment there but not goof in the library for two bored hours break every Wednesday and Thursday. Why Taylor's does not have pool center? This was what I said often. Taylor's lakeside campus supplies two little pool tables only. I think those were produce for primary students because are too small for us. -.-
Oh yeah, certainly will not forget the biggest problem for students and every lecturers; Traffic Jam. The traffic jam was awesome EVERYDAY. It is a road that was jam-packed with vehicles. It had getting worse and worse. That made us felt breathless. It pisses me off graveness. What else can I do? Force to wake up early in the morning so that I can abstain from the congested of traffic jam. :'( I don't think got any way can rescue the traffic jam outside Taylor's. That's means we have to jam for few years? Shit.
Actually I had planned to change college to IACT after I knew there has offer double diploma certificate. However, my friend asked me not to do so, she said even though Taylor's does not have double diploma certificate, but it is worthiness. Taylor's certificate brings us a lot of beneficial. Despite it is truth or false, undeniable, Taylor's is a great college ever. C=
It is a perfect environment for students who are serious about their form;
There is new energy and new blood for everyone.
Life is the art of drawing without an eraser.
Tuesday, April 27, 2010
First Day In Taylor's Lakeside Campus @ 12:20 AM |
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Today was my first day in Taylor’s lakeside campus. Actually I didn’t wake up after my alarm rang; I can’t get to wake up because I was lack of sleep AGAIN. I wonder why nowadays teenagers like to wait until midnight only willing to sleep. Fortunately, my mum came in my room and woke me up. Thanks god, if not I will be absent on the first day :)
After finish prepared and had my breakfast, my mum fetched me to college. I fall asleep once I was in the car because I was too exhausted. All of a sudden, a sound of “Woahhh..” awaken me. My mum shouted just because there was traffic jam outside the road to Taylor’s lakeside campus. She had affrighted me. I can’t sleep because she was kept nagging on the way to Taylor’s lakeside campus. However, my mum was being smart and intelligent, she sent me to college through another road, which is a short cut perhaps.
Reached Taylor’s lakeside campus around 8a.m. This was the second times I came Taylor’s lakeside campus but I haven got the chance to look around the college. In my memory, lakeside campus was huge. Unexpected, the classroom was easy to find. I can saw instruction board everywhere in lakeside campus and so I will not get lost. In any case, I hope I was not late to class today morning. The corridors are square-built so that air can flows in from the lakeside, thus less relying on electricity to cool down the area. Air-condition in classroom is not cool enough for us as well.
I think except Taylor’s student of SAM and pre-u, every course had already moving to Taylor’s lakeside campus Queerly, I did not have any feeling of excited, probably because I need to climb the stairs and search around in lakeside campus today onward. Other than that, Ms Karmini told us that she could not find parking space on 8.45a.m. That is so fearful. It is just 8.45a.m whereas all parking lots were full. OMG! The foods in Taylor’s lakeside campus were exceedingly expensive compare to Leisure Commerce Square. What should I eat for my breakfast and lunch then? :( Fortunately nobody follow the rules and regulation in Taylor’s lakeside campus. Saw many people wearing singlet, slipper and short pant. Hah ! This was the only thing I felt blissful now.
Someone said Taylor’s lakeside campus offer gym and swimming pool to every Taylor’s student. However, it seems not complete yet. Mc Donald and starbuck don’t want to set up their shops in Taylor’s lakeside campus? Damn. I wish the rumor is feigned and fake. Sigh. I am study in a new environment, that’s mean I have to re-used it again. There was the place I need to stay at least 2 and half years times. Consequently, I have to love and not destroy anything in Taylor’s.
Enjoy the photos ;)
Nights, peeps ! ♥ You can't always get what you want, But if you try sometimes, You might find, you get what you need.
Monday, April 26, 2010
Religion is majestic @ 12:26 AM |
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Holiday for a week is not enough for me. Everyone might be sighing, “How come the time flies so fast in this week?” And now, I think back what I did in this brevity holiday. I realize I was just wasting my invaluableness time. Sleep, eat, play computer and hang out are the only things I did. I wanted to do assignment but without willingness. I know I was squandering my teenager times become more and more lazy. How awful I am. I should tell myself ceaseless that I got four assignments need to hang in on May. My life is full of assignments now, even my friend calling me assignment girl. OMG!
This holiday is very common, nothing special happen. However, there was one thing make me impressed in this holiday, or even in my lifetime. One of my friends is a loyal catholic as some people do. I went her church to see her confirmation with two friends just now. The church name is “Gereja Katolik St.Ignatus” which locates in Kelana Jaya.
This was the first time I look around Catholic Church. After we reached we had our seat. This Catholic Church seems more traditional than Christian church that I went before. The church is not luxury but snugly. There is a place that keeps away from all battle and conflict. Everyone was being so kind and amicability to us. There makes me felt comfortable.
Due to we never go Catholic Church before, so we were confusing what to do. Therefore, we just followed what others did except of kneel down. Everyone was devoted and loyalty as we can see. There was 80 teenagers participated in this confirmation. At first, the priest gave oration. Then all the teenagers who took part in confirmation said something to priest one by one. I saw my friend passed by me after that. She was wearing a white long dress and white high heel. She looks noble and graceful. I can saw the tears in her eyes and yet her vague smile as well. She was really a faithful Catholic. Confirmation means a lot to them, it shows that their thoughts are already mature. I really felt happy for her because she not the little girl anymore. :)
There is something oddness. My friend told us not to eat the biscuit they give, it might damage us. According to her, the biscuit is for Catholic who already got confirmed. If people who are non-Catholic accidently eat it, it will cause us haematemesis. It sounds horrible. But regardless of how we have to listen to her even though this is not a scientific basis. I know we should respect every religion so we were just comply her.
This confirmation took us one and half hour. We took photo with her after it end. Then we went for dinner which nearby Kelana Jaya and wait for her to finish her party. After that we met up with other friends in Subang. Reached home around 12a.m. I was extremely exhausted but I have to done for this blogspot. It is 1.35a.m now and I have morning class tomorrow. Sigh. I bet I will doze in the class tomorrow.
Goodbye peeps and my holiday ! :( Lovess ♥
Life isn't about finding yourself,
Life is about creating yourself.
Monday, April 19, 2010
My Only One =) @ 9:21 PM |
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Had a dinner with the loving family yesterday. This is like 54326489 years we never spend time on family day. Therefore, daddy planned to bring us go to Klang which is a long way far from Puchong. It took us 45 minutes to reach. Despite we were extremely bored on the halfway to Klang, but it does not matter when I think of the seafood, one of my favorite foods. Heehee. So, I was taking photograph ceaseless with the dog to make the time pass faster. :)
The dog is soooo cute, he brighten my life !
Time flies unconsciously, we reached our destination. After we had our seat, parent started order the foods. I was daydream when waiting for it yet parent talk to my sister’s boyfriend incessant. He looks nervous and correctitude that time. Definitely different compare to ferial. Hah! After a while, the dishes had been served. There are 6 different kinds of dishes, including fried rice noodle, fried bean thread, shrimp, cole, fish and crab. We were coveted and the siblings strive to be the first to try the foods. Everyone was being childish and puerile. Every dish is also my favorite so I was edacious as well. :D
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 after This was the first time I came this restaurant, unexpectedly this restaurant was much nicer than the restaurant I went when I was child. The dishes were luscious and delicious. INCONCEIVABLE! I always wonder why my family members' appetite so small, now I finally realize they like to eat something that are savory. This was the first time we able finish every dishes. We had fully tasted a seafood meal that night. Felt so satisfied and excited. =)
Just took few photos because everyone was busy eating. How sad. We didn’t take photo together. This is greatly pity for me. Sigh. :( wish I could have an outdoor activity with the family someday. It would be my indelible memory in my lifetime for sure. I love my family.
We finished our dinner in a couple of hours, and then ready to go home after paid. There was raining when on the way home. Somehow I always like rainy days, probably because I like listening to the rain. It may help me release stress whereas it may dampen my spirit sometimes. No matter how, the sun will come after rain, the sun is always shining. I conviction there will always be a new day for everyone.
Reached home after 45minutes. Felt myself was smelly and so went to take a bath. I was exceedingly exhausted and dizzy then went to sleep at 10p.m after that. I think this was the first time I sleep so early after come back from national service (PLKN). Haha.
When I need help,
My family is always there for me, My family never let me down, My family is always around when I in trouble, My family is my close friend, My family is my protector, My family always care for me, My family will keep me company to the end. :)
When you look at your life, The greatest happiness are family's happiness.
Thursday, April 15, 2010
Leisure Commerce Square @ 11:27 PM |
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My new life begins on 29th of March, the day I started college life in Taylor’s college. I was currently taking diploma in mass communication. Somebody told me college life was not that enjoyable as we thought in secondary school. There will be a lot of assignment and homework to do. Besides, professor will prepare test to academician every month. This may causes the higher pressure of college students. On the other hand, somebody told me to enjoy and appreciate my college life. Regarding to them, college life is much better than the outside world. College life will be my unforgotten memorable and valuable experience. In any case, the two has its own reason. And now, I was trying to finish every assignment and homework with mentality of “study hard, play hard”.
The first day in my college was having an awesome orientation. It took me 8 hours by staying in Leisure Commerce Square. Everyone had been agreeing that was a boring orientation. I was playing phone, daydream and talking while the lecturer was giving talk. It is such disrespected I know, but I wonder why I just can’t stop myself for doing so.
31th of March, first class of College Study Skill. Felt nervous when walking in a strange place and saw all unfamiliar face. The fear was destroying me. I am not good in communication and difficult adapt in the new environment as well. So, I was like a kid in a maze. Fortunately, I know some friends but not familiar until now. Will get to know everyone well someday. =) Wednesday and Thursday are my “favorite” days. We got more than 2 hours break. What else can we do in Leisure Commerce Square? Well, we always went 7th floor of B3 and do something that interesting and amused.
The place that entertain us ;)
College is like secondary school, nothing special for me. Still not used to getting up early every day. My life is full of assignment now. The time in front of computers increase from day to day because need do those assignment. One of the assignments is this lovely blog. As my friends know, I am always the laziest and inactive one. Now, I force to write diary in blog twice a week. What a miracle?
Unconsciously, I had study in Leisure Commerce Square for 3 weeks. Tomorrow is the last day and we will be able moving to Lakeside Campus two weeks later. Honestly, I will miss Leisure Commerce Square a lot. Can’t imagine we need to follow the rules and regulations in Lakeside Campus. Are we in primary school? :(
This is the beginning of a new chapter in my life because from the point on I would have to face more obstacles and embarrassment and take on responsibility that I never have before. I feel very excited and scared at the same time, but as most of us know we all have to grow up at some point in our life. However, I would not have to face too many obstacles just yet I still had a little bit of time to enjoy my life without much responsibilities in my college life.
Ciao, lovess :)
One day your life will flash before your eyes, Make sure its worth watching.
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Thursday, May 13, 2010
Preparation for Mid-Semester Exam @ 5:53 PM |
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Shit me, seriously what I'm doing? I don't know. I still wasting my time to hang out and play computer. I was neglect study and squandering my priceless time again and again. I wonder why I always can't sit down and face the book more than half hour. The innumerable words make me daze all the time. I can't even concentrate on study at all. Gosh, I feel so helpless.
Is there any other way to study? I wish there is always a short cut for study. I knew it is just a wish, a wish that will never come true. However, I just can't stop thinking of it. Why don't I use the time of daydream to study? Why I'm here writing blog? Why I'm wasting my time AGAIN? No Reason! Perhaps this is the only way that can let me express my feeling.
Kay, stop crapping! I have 4 courses that need to study for my mid-semester exam. What I've start? Mass Communication - NO, College Study Skill - NO, Introduction to Information Technology - NO, Fundamental in Management- Just Started. I got 3 more days leave now. I need to finish every course in 3 days? I always convinced the aphorism of Impossible More Than Possible. As the problem I'm facing now! I know this statement is kinda absurdness, but it is true somehow.
Someone said he will finish each course in one day. "Nothing to study for Fundamental in Management, it is all about planning, organizing, leading and controlling, every function will appear repeatedly. So, no need to memorize it, just read through enough." I don't care it is truth or false. Anyway, I'll study. I don't want repent like last time anymore. I know I can't finish every single page now, at least I try right?
There is only 20 marks for mid-semester exam for every courses, neither more nor less than. Mr. Winston said mid-semester exam will be quite easy compare with last-semester exam. But, can we trust it? NO, because every semester is easy for lecturer, yet it is hard for me. I'm such diffidently. :( Most of my friends fail in the first exam, same goes to my sibling. Is it because the paper very hard? Is it because they too nervous? Is it because they didn't prepare well before exam? I don't know, but this makes me more tension. Oh My God!
More than 100 pages to go, sounds crazy I know!
Maybe I'm frightening myself. It is just because exam is fearsome; it is like a nightmare for me. Study really pisses me off. It is exceeding boring. How many pages I need to study? I think I'll dead before 2012; The Day of Judgment, no kidding! Lord, bring me off from the countless words, please!
Dear laptop, can you do me a favor? Can you please shut down automatically so that I can go study NOW?! Thank you for your cooperation! ;)
If you wait to do everything until you're sure it's right, You'll probably never do much of anything.
Wednesday, May 12, 2010
Easy come, easy go @ 3:40 PM |
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Tear is made of 1% water and 99% true heart. Problem won't be solve after tear-drop. But, almost every girls cry when face any embarrassment. Don't ever cry, because you're showing other your weakness.
Monday, May 10, 2010
Mid-semester Exam @ 4:42 PM |
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Mid-semester exam will start at next Monday. Oh My Gosh! I feel like I just start college last few days. What I have learned in the class? I don't know. Honestly, I always daydream in the class. (x. In fact, I will have my mid-semester exam in one week time. :( I got nothing in my mind now. What should I do? Sigh.
Is anyone start their studies or still busy for the ton of assignments? I think I have to study as soon as possible. I am NOT in secondary school anymore ; I can't make effort at the last moment. I should do revision after class every day, I should start study earlier, these is better than suffer the day before exam. I told this to myself ceaselessly since the day I started my college life. Unfortunately, I did not success until now. :( As my friends know, I prefer spend my time on sleeping, hang out or watch television more than hit the books.
I never care my results in secondary school before. Every pages of my school report card were full of red color's words. I failed and get only a single digit, but I never care about it. I didn't even give a damn on it. I was a good-for-nothing student to every teacher. I knew most of them had fed up with me because I was too lazy and refused listen to their exhortation. I never appreciate them in my secondary school days. And now, I was sincerely felt repent and regretful. I realize the previous me was a silliness girl.
What I fell now? Afraid? Kinda. Bother? Kinda. Vex? Kinda. Grieve? Kinda. Excited? Not at all. How can I face the first exam in my college with light-hearted? It is impossible for me, I guess! I was confusing how the paper will be like? Will I have enough time to finish it? Is it hard? Is it same like secondary school or what? My mind was full of questioning. It made me anxious. =(
Someone told me most of the questions are multiple-choice test, no need to worry about it. It does not that hard if you got study. Moreover, this is only the first semester, probably will be quite easy. You will not fail if you attempt! I wish everything he said was accurate. No matter how, I will listen to his advice, study, study and study! At least I try my best and will not pretend like last time.
Exam had damaged my spirit. The fear is destroying me. I become more tension and nervous now. I wish I could handle every trouble and hardship in my college life. I promise, I will make great effort on study ; I will try my best to do well today onwards. I wish everything wasn't too late for me to start again now. God bless me :)
If you wait to do everything until you're sure it's right, You'll probably never do much of anything.
Sunday, May 9, 2010
♥ Mom ♥ @ 4:04 PM |
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One day before the baby was born, she said : I don't know what I'm going to do in this world! God replied : I'll send you an Angel to be next to you, the Angel will teach and protect you ! The baby : What's the name of my Angel?... God : You'll call her ♥ MOM ♥
I just found out I never take photo with the Momma this few years. I hardly found the photo of us which was five years ago. Damn!
Mom : What you want treat me tonight? Me : Don't want ! Mom : Why not? Me : -.-''
Haha, the Momma is sooooo cuteeee, I'll treat you for sure. No Worries! =)
I'm sorry if I did anything that pissed you off. Thanks for your understanding; thanks for every trivia you did to me. You know I love you :)
Happy Mother's Day!
Saturday, May 8, 2010
Sport )x @ 3:19 PM |
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What is sport? Sport is something that makes people sweating and tiring. This is what comes to my mind at first. I always wonder why 23 peoples wanted to chase for one ball in a huge field. Don't they felt tired running overall the giant field? Honestly, I do not interested in any sport because I don't like to make myself sweatiness or exhausted. So, I was like never have any intense exercise in this 4 years time.
The first sport that I participated in was basketball when I was form 2. Crystal Chen Ee Wei was the first one who played basketball with me. Basketball can release stress, she said. And I think that is truth. I will play basketball whenever I felt sentimental or upset. I will felt much better after play basketball because it can cheer my spirit up all of the time. However, I was like around 4 years never touch the ball. Owchhh, sound so old! ): I have no time to do exercise. In fact, I admit I was kinda lazy. xP
I went over Shin's clubhouse which located in Shah Alam with MichelleTink few days ago. At first, we decided to swim after have our gym, but ended up we just went for our swimming session because we have not enough time. Everyone was looking at us whenever we were shouting or laughing. We behave like some small little girls playing around. We had fun playing the swimming sliding board and the beach ball that just bought by Shin. We were being puerile and naive. Fortunately, there were only a few people over there, if not, we must be very embarrassed. :)
Environment of the clubhouse was comfortable. I like the surrounding which full of tree. It makes me ease. However, the weather was highly hot and luckily the swimming pool had warmed our body and temper. I cannot imagine how horrible will my skin become under the blazing sun for 2 hours. But it does not matter, because I had it once a year, or maybe less. ;P
Chat and gossip with the girls after swimming. We enjoyed our day! This fervent afternoon passed extremely fast by spending time with the girls. Headed to Hean's house for steamboat after that. Awesome night ! ;)
I had been deviate from sport in a period of time. I know I am unhealthy if without any exercise, but I am inactive and lazy to do so. I will try to spend my time on exercise in my leisure time. I swear!
Thank You Taylor's University College;
Thank You CCPD;
Thank You Blogspot;
Thank You Mr.Winston.
Wonder why? Honestly, the main reason I went for swimming is because of this blogspot. I would not go for exercise if without this lovely blogspot. And now, I realize sport is really important for everyone. Exercise is good for health. I will go exercise often whenever I have my free time. I wish I could play basketball with the usual one again someday.
Your sincerely,
Seeyuen :)
Laugh as much as you breathe, Love as much as you live.
Tuesday, May 4, 2010
Music is Love ♥ @ 2:33 PM |
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Music is a part of me. Despite my mood is joyous or depressed, I will listen to music all of the time. Music divide into many assorted categories, including blues, classical, jazz, pop, rap, hip-hop, R&B, world music and other. All different kind of music bring me dissimilar perceive.
When I was doing assignment or housework, I always requested to on the radio. The DJ was on air and talking nonsense. Even though he was disturbing me do the assignment, yet when he was playing the songs I can definitely continue my work with full of spirit. It might give me inspiration from the song's lyrics sometimes.
Musical Instrument
Is Love ♥
I always wanted to learn musical instrument when I was young, especially piano and "Gu Zheng". "Gu Zheng" is an ancient Chinese musical instrument. It looks classical and elegance. Those are one of my wish since I was sensible. Unfortunately, financial of my family wasn't ideal when I was still young, they can't afford to pay for the fee every month. So, this will be my childhood fantasy. And now, I have ability to learn musical instruments and yet I was too old to learn it. Everything seemed comes too late, this is the fate perhaps. I should accept and apprehend the truth.
When I was sentimental, I will listen to his song;
When I was excited, I will listen to his song;
When I was irritated, I will listen to his song;
When I was plaint, I will listen to his song;
When I was mad, I will listen to his song.
He made me felt alive ! ;D
He is a Hong Kong singer, 34 years old this year. He is bald-headed but who cares? I just love his songs ;p I definitely cry when the first time I listened to his songs. His voice is extremely soft and attractive. I can't stop myself for listen it. Other than that, his lyrics mean a lot of meaning to me. There is something about love, friends, life or individual. All express different significance that we can't get in our real life. Went his concert when I was form 2. However, I feel like I just went there last few days, the feeling and his voice are still in my mind, everything seems still fresh. I can't forget the first song he sang which made me felt sorrow. It is already 4 years I never listen to his live concert. When he coming Malaysia AGAIN? :(
I think almost everyone will bring along their handset, mp3 or mp4 in this high technology world. So, they can listen to song anytime. This may amuse them during their leisure time. Music might help me release stress; I will feel much better after listening to the radio. Somehow it will dampen my spirit sometimes, make me felt like drop into the bottom of valley, its hurt!
The lyric is like created for me. Every single word is exactly same with my thought and ideological. I felt sigh and muteness after listen to this song.
Tuning into - 很爱
Music is special and beautiful, That's what it's all about. Love <3
Saturday, May 1, 2010
Taylor's Lakeside Campus ;D @ 6:48 PM |
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I had been in Taylor's lakeside campus for a week. Used to it perhaps, at least I would not get lost. My life is general, I lost a lot of funs because of college. I think most of them too. Everyone stress themselves to do well in assignments, tests, presentations or exams. They just want to have the highest degree thus they can find a better job in future life. This will be my new life start from today. I have to start my study but not last minutes like previous time.
Done 3 assignments this week and yet I still leave one more which is the most difficult for me - blogspot. Others might say this is the most easy for them whereas this extremely hard for me. I do not blog or write diary before and now I force to blog two posts per week. I will stick half hour every time when I am blogging because I got nothing to post about. This had bothered me all of the time. Sigh.
I went food court for breakfast in Taylor's this Thursday. Bought the food which was cooked by the hospitality students. Honestly, the food was extraordinary insipid. Unexpected! I almost vomit and do not have appetite to continue my meal anymore. The food in Taylor's earnestly very expensive, one normal breakfast set charge me 6 bucks. Oh my god! It is a double price compare to outside. :( Luckily Taylor's provides Wifi. This has convenience Taylor's student. At least we can online everywhere, as long as in the scope of Taylor's lakeside campus. This is the only advantage in Taylor's, I think. xD.
The oil paint of Taylor's building has not completed yet. I can see those builders were hurry through the new campus. I wish those building will finish as soon as possible. So, we can have our entertainment moment there but not goof in the library for two bored hours break every Wednesday and Thursday. Why Taylor's does not have pool center? This was what I said often. Taylor's lakeside campus supplies two little pool tables only. I think those were produce for primary students because are too small for us. -.-
Oh yeah, certainly will not forget the biggest problem for students and every lecturers; Traffic Jam. The traffic jam was awesome EVERYDAY. It is a road that was jam-packed with vehicles. It had getting worse and worse. That made us felt breathless. It pisses me off graveness. What else can I do? Force to wake up early in the morning so that I can abstain from the congested of traffic jam. :'( I don't think got any way can rescue the traffic jam outside Taylor's. That's means we have to jam for few years? Shit.
Actually I had planned to change college to IACT after I knew there has offer double diploma certificate. However, my friend asked me not to do so, she said even though Taylor's does not have double diploma certificate, but it is worthiness. Taylor's certificate brings us a lot of beneficial. Despite it is truth or false, undeniable, Taylor's is a great college ever. C=
It is a perfect environment for students who are serious about their form;
There is new energy and new blood for everyone.
Life is the art of drawing without an eraser.
Tuesday, April 27, 2010
First Day In Taylor's Lakeside Campus @ 12:20 AM |
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Today was my first day in Taylor’s lakeside campus. Actually I didn’t wake up after my alarm rang; I can’t get to wake up because I was lack of sleep AGAIN. I wonder why nowadays teenagers like to wait until midnight only willing to sleep. Fortunately, my mum came in my room and woke me up. Thanks god, if not I will be absent on the first day :)
After finish prepared and had my breakfast, my mum fetched me to college. I fall asleep once I was in the car because I was too exhausted. All of a sudden, a sound of “Woahhh..” awaken me. My mum shouted just because there was traffic jam outside the road to Taylor’s lakeside campus. She had affrighted me. I can’t sleep because she was kept nagging on the way to Taylor’s lakeside campus. However, my mum was being smart and intelligent, she sent me to college through another road, which is a short cut perhaps.
Reached Taylor’s lakeside campus around 8a.m. This was the second times I came Taylor’s lakeside campus but I haven got the chance to look around the college. In my memory, lakeside campus was huge. Unexpected, the classroom was easy to find. I can saw instruction board everywhere in lakeside campus and so I will not get lost. In any case, I hope I was not late to class today morning. The corridors are square-built so that air can flows in from the lakeside, thus less relying on electricity to cool down the area. Air-condition in classroom is not cool enough for us as well.
I think except Taylor’s student of SAM and pre-u, every course had already moving to Taylor’s lakeside campus Queerly, I did not have any feeling of excited, probably because I need to climb the stairs and search around in lakeside campus today onward. Other than that, Ms Karmini told us that she could not find parking space on 8.45a.m. That is so fearful. It is just 8.45a.m whereas all parking lots were full. OMG! The foods in Taylor’s lakeside campus were exceedingly expensive compare to Leisure Commerce Square. What should I eat for my breakfast and lunch then? :( Fortunately nobody follow the rules and regulation in Taylor’s lakeside campus. Saw many people wearing singlet, slipper and short pant. Hah ! This was the only thing I felt blissful now.
Someone said Taylor’s lakeside campus offer gym and swimming pool to every Taylor’s student. However, it seems not complete yet. Mc Donald and starbuck don’t want to set up their shops in Taylor’s lakeside campus? Damn. I wish the rumor is feigned and fake. Sigh. I am study in a new environment, that’s mean I have to re-used it again. There was the place I need to stay at least 2 and half years times. Consequently, I have to love and not destroy anything in Taylor’s.
Enjoy the photos ;)
Nights, peeps ! ♥ You can't always get what you want, But if you try sometimes, You might find, you get what you need.
Monday, April 26, 2010
Religion is majestic @ 12:26 AM |
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Holiday for a week is not enough for me. Everyone might be sighing, “How come the time flies so fast in this week?” And now, I think back what I did in this brevity holiday. I realize I was just wasting my invaluableness time. Sleep, eat, play computer and hang out are the only things I did. I wanted to do assignment but without willingness. I know I was squandering my teenager times become more and more lazy. How awful I am. I should tell myself ceaseless that I got four assignments need to hang in on May. My life is full of assignments now, even my friend calling me assignment girl. OMG!
This holiday is very common, nothing special happen. However, there was one thing make me impressed in this holiday, or even in my lifetime. One of my friends is a loyal catholic as some people do. I went her church to see her confirmation with two friends just now. The church name is “Gereja Katolik St.Ignatus” which locates in Kelana Jaya.
This was the first time I look around Catholic Church. After we reached we had our seat. This Catholic Church seems more traditional than Christian church that I went before. The church is not luxury but snugly. There is a place that keeps away from all battle and conflict. Everyone was being so kind and amicability to us. There makes me felt comfortable.
Due to we never go Catholic Church before, so we were confusing what to do. Therefore, we just followed what others did except of kneel down. Everyone was devoted and loyalty as we can see. There was 80 teenagers participated in this confirmation. At first, the priest gave oration. Then all the teenagers who took part in confirmation said something to priest one by one. I saw my friend passed by me after that. She was wearing a white long dress and white high heel. She looks noble and graceful. I can saw the tears in her eyes and yet her vague smile as well. She was really a faithful Catholic. Confirmation means a lot to them, it shows that their thoughts are already mature. I really felt happy for her because she not the little girl anymore. :)
There is something oddness. My friend told us not to eat the biscuit they give, it might damage us. According to her, the biscuit is for Catholic who already got confirmed. If people who are non-Catholic accidently eat it, it will cause us haematemesis. It sounds horrible. But regardless of how we have to listen to her even though this is not a scientific basis. I know we should respect every religion so we were just comply her.
This confirmation took us one and half hour. We took photo with her after it end. Then we went for dinner which nearby Kelana Jaya and wait for her to finish her party. After that we met up with other friends in Subang. Reached home around 12a.m. I was extremely exhausted but I have to done for this blogspot. It is 1.35a.m now and I have morning class tomorrow. Sigh. I bet I will doze in the class tomorrow.
Goodbye peeps and my holiday ! :( Lovess ♥
Life isn't about finding yourself,
Life is about creating yourself.
Monday, April 19, 2010
My Only One =) @ 9:21 PM |
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Had a dinner with the loving family yesterday. This is like 54326489 years we never spend time on family day. Therefore, daddy planned to bring us go to Klang which is a long way far from Puchong. It took us 45 minutes to reach. Despite we were extremely bored on the halfway to Klang, but it does not matter when I think of the seafood, one of my favorite foods. Heehee. So, I was taking photograph ceaseless with the dog to make the time pass faster. :)
The dog is soooo cute, he brighten my life !
Time flies unconsciously, we reached our destination. After we had our seat, parent started order the foods. I was daydream when waiting for it yet parent talk to my sister’s boyfriend incessant. He looks nervous and correctitude that time. Definitely different compare to ferial. Hah! After a while, the dishes had been served. There are 6 different kinds of dishes, including fried rice noodle, fried bean thread, shrimp, cole, fish and crab. We were coveted and the siblings strive to be the first to try the foods. Everyone was being childish and puerile. Every dish is also my favorite so I was edacious as well. :D
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after This was the first time I came this restaurant, unexpectedly this restaurant was much nicer than the restaurant I went when I was child. The dishes were luscious and delicious. INCONCEIVABLE! I always wonder why my family members' appetite so small, now I finally realize they like to eat something that are savory. This was the first time we able finish every dishes. We had fully tasted a seafood meal that night. Felt so satisfied and excited. =)
Just took few photos because everyone was busy eating. How sad. We didn’t take photo together. This is greatly pity for me. Sigh. :( wish I could have an outdoor activity with the family someday. It would be my indelible memory in my lifetime for sure. I love my family.
We finished our dinner in a couple of hours, and then ready to go home after paid. There was raining when on the way home. Somehow I always like rainy days, probably because I like listening to the rain. It may help me release stress whereas it may dampen my spirit sometimes. No matter how, the sun will come after rain, the sun is always shining. I conviction there will always be a new day for everyone.
Reached home after 45minutes. Felt myself was smelly and so went to take a bath. I was exceedingly exhausted and dizzy then went to sleep at 10p.m after that. I think this was the first time I sleep so early after come back from national service (PLKN). Haha.
When I need help,
My family is always there for me, My family never let me down, My family is always around when I in trouble, My family is my close friend, My family is my protector, My family always care for me, My family will keep me company to the end. :)
When you look at your life, The greatest happiness are family's happiness.
Thursday, April 15, 2010
Leisure Commerce Square @ 11:27 PM |
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My new life begins on 29th of March, the day I started college life in Taylor’s college. I was currently taking diploma in mass communication. Somebody told me college life was not that enjoyable as we thought in secondary school. There will be a lot of assignment and homework to do. Besides, professor will prepare test to academician every month. This may causes the higher pressure of college students. On the other hand, somebody told me to enjoy and appreciate my college life. Regarding to them, college life is much better than the outside world. College life will be my unforgotten memorable and valuable experience. In any case, the two has its own reason. And now, I was trying to finish every assignment and homework with mentality of “study hard, play hard”.
The first day in my college was having an awesome orientation. It took me 8 hours by staying in Leisure Commerce Square. Everyone had been agreeing that was a boring orientation. I was playing phone, daydream and talking while the lecturer was giving talk. It is such disrespected I know, but I wonder why I just can’t stop myself for doing so.
31th of March, first class of College Study Skill. Felt nervous when walking in a strange place and saw all unfamiliar face. The fear was destroying me. I am not good in communication and difficult adapt in the new environment as well. So, I was like a kid in a maze. Fortunately, I know some friends but not familiar until now. Will get to know everyone well someday. =) Wednesday and Thursday are my “favorite” days. We got more than 2 hours break. What else can we do in Leisure Commerce Square? Well, we always went 7th floor of B3 and do something that interesting and amused.
The place that entertain us ;)
College is like secondary school, nothing special for me. Still not used to getting up early every day. My life is full of assignment now. The time in front of computers increase from day to day because need do those assignment. One of the assignments is this lovely blog. As my friends know, I am always the laziest and inactive one. Now, I force to write diary in blog twice a week. What a miracle?
Unconsciously, I had study in Leisure Commerce Square for 3 weeks. Tomorrow is the last day and we will be able moving to Lakeside Campus two weeks later. Honestly, I will miss Leisure Commerce Square a lot. Can’t imagine we need to follow the rules and regulations in Lakeside Campus. Are we in primary school? :(
This is the beginning of a new chapter in my life because from the point on I would have to face more obstacles and embarrassment and take on responsibility that I never have before. I feel very excited and scared at the same time, but as most of us know we all have to grow up at some point in our life. However, I would not have to face too many obstacles just yet I still had a little bit of time to enjoy my life without much responsibilities in my college life.
Ciao, lovess :)
One day your life will flash before your eyes, Make sure its worth watching.
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